Pre-surgery Day

Well just about one day until I may be cancer-free!  Today's appointment was a lot different than I expected.  I somehow imagined that I would be able to see giant vats of blue dye, radiation hazard signs, people walking around in white protective gear breathing through gas masks.  Nope.  Nothing like that at all.

I climbed on a table and exposed the yucky boob minus my nipple as I didn't think he needed to see that.  The doctor walked in wearing a regular shirt.  He introduced himself, shook my hand and then jabbed four needles in my breast - one in my nip.  Guess hiding it didn't help.  He knew just where to find it.

It was painless though!  Hurrah

Unfortunately, the mammogram machine broke down so I had the pleasure of seeing my tumor on the ultrasound machine.  The dirty little bastard. Just hanging around having a time in my mammary!  I wanted to ask for a picture but forgot.  I would have let you all see the little shit before he is chopped out tomorrow. 

So, here's tomorrows schedule:

8:00 - Go to admitting dept.

8ish - Go to day surgery dept.

9ish:  Take the ride of shame (healthy woman taken by stretcher through hospital) to Ultrasound

9ish - Ultrasound for needle localization

Between 10ish and 12ish:  Reverse ride of shame back to surgery.  This time with inverted styrofoam cup over metal sticking out of breast. Must remember to wear a Burka tomorrow.

12:30 - surgery; where both the quadrant of breast tissue and the sentinel node will be removed. My personal body parts will be sent away for testing...results in two weeks.

I have an overnighter and go home FIRST THING IN THE MORNING...

Hear me MacMullin...First thing :)

So that's everything for today.  I'm going to do some more work and then go out this evening per my Tuesday evening ritual.  Enjoy your evening everyone!

Cheers...and lots of hugs too
Jeannie





PRE-ADMISSION DAY

Well I have to say that in spite of all the negativity you hear about waiting time at the hospital, I had no waiting at all.  I showed up during 'coffee break' but was lucky enough to meet with the 'pharmacy lady' and have a good gab about all my personal health stats.  When we finished, thinking very proactively, she plopped me down in another waiting room and registered me for my EKG. That took about 10 minutes. I went back to the pre-admin area, had another nice long chat with a nurse about my surgery and after care.  We discussed just about everything I would need to know before and after the procedures.

For those of you who may have to have an operation here is a sampling of my questions:

Q.  How long is the surgery? 
A.  About one hour from anesthesia time to clean up.

Q.  Will I be breathing on my own or will a machine breath for me during the surgery?
A.  A machine will do the breathing.  You will be paralyzed.

Q.  If I have no muscle control, will I poop on the table?
A.  Umm, no, but good question.

Q.  I will be on my period during the surgery.  Tampon or pad?
A.  Pad.

Q.  Can I see the tumor?
A.  Wellllllll, umm, I believe it has to be shipped immediately to the Path lab in Halifax.  You better ask your surgeon.

Don't be afraid to ask questions.  They hear it all. 

So, after that we discuss the procedure I will be having on Monday...never a dull day with cancer.  Anyway, it is called a Sentinel Node Biopsy. 

Q.  Will it hurt?
A.  Yes.

I don't want to give you all boredom cancer by describing the procedure so here is a link if you want to read about it.  I'll be pissing blue urine for a day or so. I will have a blue boob as well...I'm considering doing a fund raiser by letting people touch my blue radioactive breast for money.  Hannah, my daughter, didn't think her father would approve.  I told her I wouldn't charge him full rate. 

http://www.cancer.gov/cancertopics/factsheet/detection/sentinel-node-biopsy

After that I had a chest x-ray and blood tests.  The blood test really hurt but I totally took advantage and set the chair up as a recliner.  She commented that most people don't choose that area to relax.  I said 'shhhh'...I need a few seconds to relax. I was in the hospital less than three hours but I was completely exhausted.  I think I was oxygen deprived from holding my breath most of the time.  I was terrified of picking up germs at the hospital.  Today's fear was SARS...I washed my hands about 12 times while I was there and used so much alcohol rub that I believe I transdermally intoxicated myself.

Well, that's all I will tell you today.  I'll describe Tuesday's magic show in more detail and give you a picture of the node surgery when I get a chance on Monday.  I'm going to have a snuggle with the pups for a bit and then hit the sack. 

If you haven't booked your screening or follow up mammograms, do it now.  The pretty pink comfort pillow they give you isn't worth the inconvenience of giving up a year of your life..

Happy Friday evening
Cheers
Jeannie